(^ _^) salam lebaran

esok hr last keje before balik bercuti......as for me...balik melepak dulu then.....balik kg.....

sempena kedtgan aidilfitri nih....nk amik kesempatan.......mengucapkan...

----------- selamat menyambut hari raya aidilfitri -----------------mohon ampun maaf atas segala salah silap...................................................

especially tuk:

1) my family...terutama ayahanda yg tercinta.,..nun di kelate....my sis yg now praktikal di kedah....my lil bro...kat s.alam....my big bro...yg beraya dlm sakit2...my anak2 sedara(aiman n amani)....nyoh rindu korg....

2) my dear tersyg..... assignment jgn tak buat plak... hehehe....ampun maaf dipohon...

3) noor.... kito kelik raya sekali la deh...nok wak guane dok...mujo ado tiket...

4) azila...nun jauh di perantauan(doha, qatar)...tokdok rezki nok jupo nge mu la...sob sob...

5) apeq n moq....miss both of u..tukmoq yg bakal bergelar tunangan org after raya...aku hrp sgt2 aku leh gi majlis ko....

6)kwn2 mase belajar kat arau especially DBS ...

****kwn2 yg sesama melalui usia remaja di MRSM TERENDAK...abby...tina...zura...juju...shireen....ayu...yantie...faratul..surya..fhari..shikin kasim..(geng2 homeroom cassie A)...classmate B1....geng2 sukan(netball..hockey..handball...)...akak2 senior...esp my ex roomate(kak nana)...

7)geng2 ROTU(chik..cat..bard..nora..sham..shim..yana+paklong.sumela pndek kata)...staff2 di markas PALAPES (esp jen mazlan..jen jamal...staff ahmad..staf nazri...dll).....mohon ampun maaf andai ade salah silap sepjg kenal...

8)geng2 mase degree.....kakna..pejah...sejea..kechik...kak ida..kasmah...kak tun..is...uishhh..ramai nih...sume2 la yer....

9) geng havock mase master....nurul..kak mas..kakna...kak ina..along..amy...kak yam..kak haz..ila..kak teh..kak fariyal..farah..shrek..ajib..oe..atun...kak hasra..jen..adik sha...huhuhu...rindu korg sumer....(ampun maaf yer...)

10) officemates uitm....(roomate gue...syida n mas.....maaf gapo2 deh...)....rawbean..eja..kak muni....asma..kak us..zaza..kak teh...nani...uishhh..tak terkira nih....

11) geng2 mase IIC...kak tini..kak sue..kak aida...kak ana..kak shahira...(ramai lagi la...)hohoho...

12) ausmate kat flat seri batu....kak ina..kak malis(kawen jgn lupa jemput aaa)....azie...

13) Kwn2 mase keje hotel istana...walau pun kejap..tp pengalaman tu bermakna sgt2


sape2 name yg takde tu...aku mintak maaf....ramai sgt kwn2....

mohon ampun maaf atas slh silap yer....

adoiii

asal la entry aku sume jd mcm nih??saje je buat aku hot pagi2 nih...dh la sedih nih...ade gak aku delete blog aku nih....siot jer

al fatihah

semlm...220909.....aku dikejutkan ngan berita yg tak disangka2...time tu dlm kelas...ngah semangat mengajar when my big bro called....at first time aku tak angkat....second time taksedap hati plak.....




angkat phone kat luar kelas.... then....aku rase nk terjelepuk je atas lantai....mak sedara kesygan aku meninggal dunia....pukul 430 pm...makteh???



before this memg aku tahu dia dh masuk hospital...dlm keadaan koma...before dia masuk spital...aku memg dh berckp ngan dia...sebab dia la yg selalu mengingatkan aku pada arwah mek..muka hampir2 sama...cr berckp...gelak....dats why aku memg syg sgt2 kat dia...lagipun..dia memg rajin call aku....huhuhu......



aku sendiri dh tak tahu..nk sambung ngajar or nangis....huwaaaa.....but, i decided to continue my lesson...so, aku mengajar....hbs kul 545pm....aku sms dear....he called me....tq dear.....sib tak nangis time nih....



sampai je bilik....terus called ayah....time ni dh takleh nk tahan....sebab ayah cerita dia dh 2kali melawat makteh kat hospital...ayah sempat bacakan yassin....ajar mengucap....ayah ckp...time ajar mengucap nih....makteh nangis...meleleh air mata.....seperti mana aku sekrg nih....sambil nangis sambil taip....



then...aku decided tuk called pakteh....dia dlm van jenazah on the way balik umah....aku ni dh tak mampu berckp....pakteh relax jer..." dh la,..jgn nangis2....takde ape..."



huwaaaa.....dgr suara tenang pakteh..lagi buat aku rase sedih + hiba.... walaupun aku pernah kehilangan ibu sebelum nih.....tapi, ni kali kedua aku kehilangan seorg insan yg aku anggap mcm ibu sendiri.....then..aku jauh..takleh nk balik....



teringt aku kat alas meja yg teh jahitkan tuk aku...lum amik lagi....warna feveret aku....purple....sanggup dia cr benang nk kaitkan alas meja tuh...semata2 tuk anak sedara dia nih....



aku dh tak mampu nk teruskan.....



al fatihah tuk teh yg tersyg

PERMATA-INSTEP

aku dh lama nk story pasal ni..tapi asyik lupa jer,..hehehe..mintak maaf la yer.....

10.9 bersamaan hr rabu...aku ni jd chaperone tuk educational visit to PERMATA INSTEP..petronas bangi....join kelas kak zura ...dh la pagi tu aku kelam kabut gi anta claim...mengah2....sampai je kampus bdr....terus rush gi bilik PM Zaihan...pheh..berdebar coz nk dgr dia komen pasal evaluation hr tuh.....tup2....dia lupa plak bwk kertas yg ade my marks...huwaaa.....aku dh la berkobar2 nk jumpa dia..huhuhu.....

takpe2..jumaat nanti jumpa ye PM...kak zura called...alamak..dorg dh ready..aku je lum ade....ape lagi....terus blah...tekan button lif....citt...lembab....pakai tangga lagi cepat...hohoho..

aku sampai je.....terus jalan....sib baik ade gak students yg aku kenal dlm kelas tuh.....best2.....aku sempat sms anis bgthu otw ke sana..giler excited nk jumpa dia..anis siap sound...ko dtg sini tak jumpa aku...siap la ko..ahaaksss....(kenapa kwn2 aku suke buat ugutan mcm tu kat aku???...hahaha)

200pm....sampai sana...then....terus gi kat centre dia..ade photographer k......

ko tgk la muka aku...tanpa mekap ok...ngan tudung yg mcm hampeh..ni muka org yg rushing+penat berkejaran dr main campus

....

kitorg tunggu jap coz encik marzuki yg patut bg talk tu ade hal...so, kami melepek di sini...selepas upacara bergbr ni aku hilang coz call kanda jap...then..anis dtg...huhuhu....really miss her...lama sgt tak jumpa dia....dia dh agak kurus....

then....masuk bile mesyuarat....yg best nye...the speaker tuh panggil aku n kak zura proffesor....hahaha....siot je kan..but yet..kami ckp...(amin....moga btol la...)

talk bermula...aku rase mcm dlm lecture plak coz en marzuki seolah2 mengajar...but yet...best...ade sesi soal jwb sume...bile aku n k zura jwb..blh en marzuki ckp...profesor memg la tahu kan....hahaha.....

ni mase encik marzuki duk bg talk..awal2 yer...

encik marzuki siap bukak blazer coz semangat nk bercerita...hehehe...kami yg mendengar pun tekun gak coz dia akan bertanya....hehehe,...bgs2..two way communication....

me n k zura dpt souviner dr petronas....dpt bekal berbuka.......memg rezki betol.....

Bookmark???

then, kami di bwa pusing2 around campus dorg.... masuk sume tempat....bilik seminar..bilik it...bilik komputer la...masuk hostel dorg la....hahaha....gi library yg cute but yet byk buku gak la....puas hati gak la pusing2

ni dlm bilik it...ke bilik komputer ntah..sebb bg dorg dua benda tu lain...hahaha....budak2 ni seronok kan main masuk library..adakah sebab budak yg jaga tu agak cute??musykil aku ngan budak2 nih,..hohoho

ni lam bilik hostel dia...aku pun tak tahu nape aku pun ikut masuk..hahaha...

then, after that we all ke putrajaya..gi alamanda jap tuk solat...beli ape yg patut...aku smpat la ke watson beli brg sket.....then terus ke masjid putrajaya..berbuka ngan bekal yg dh ade...jimat seh...aku just beli air jer.....

ni sume provided by petronas...ayam panggang...macaroni bakar...nasi himpit...kuah kcg..kurma..ade air apple..oren.....

bukak pose....

last saturday..my frens and i decided to met together n break fast together...ni kwn2 zaman diploma...or lagi tepat...good buddies zaman rotu...kami melepak di bukit jelutong...even makanan simple je but we really enjoyed...terharu je rasenye....ngan bard yg sanggup bwk anak2 bermlm sekali....cat yg dtg dr penang...chik yg sanggup nk masak...huhuhu...best2/...

buka pose ngan nasi goreng kerabu...(chik panggil nasi goreng bunga kantan...)....ayam goreng....sausage roll...kurma...air buah...

seronok melayan anak2 brad yg kecoh especially si mel tul...ade je benda dia nk buat..tapi.dia ade bantal bucuk...kalau ilang je..'mama..mama...bantal....'...yg paling suke sorok bantal dia ,..of coz cat...ade je dia buat kat budak tuh...kesian aku tgk...hehehe...



after break fast....melepak depan tv..msing2 bercerita kisah masing2..hahaha....cat duk nunggu citer 'jgn pandang belakang'..aku ni dh byk kali tgk..so, mata pun ala2 kuyu gitu....sampai part yg piere balik umah makcik dia...aku dh lelap....

sedar2 je...tgk chik dh masak sahur...hahaha..aku bgn n buat air....then...again..kami mkn sambil bercerita...best....happening je aku rase...pastu tgk citer...ade plak desperate housewife marathn season 3...memg la ku tgk ye....pas solat subuh...sambg lagik...tak tido siot...sampai kul 11..br gi mandi....

ni pun sebab bus aku kul 1245.....hehehe...but memg enjoy sekali sekala jumpa.......




aku n chik..muka keriangan...



ni anak bard yg second..si kecik yg sgt comel...still in recover process....

120908........

happy anniversary........hmmm....its been a year for both of us...hehehe...aku rase mcm br je kenal mamat nih....ahaaksss....br je berkenalan...tup2 dh setahun..cepatnye masa berlalu.....


from me to him......kuning ye sume....



haaa...ni actually kurma coklat....tetapi...amat manis ye....aku mkn sebijik pun tk habis...hehehe......



ni plak...coklat yg aku beli time gi tganu....nmpk corak coklat tuh???hahaha.....mengong....



pastu of cos la kad kan...aku beli jer..tapi..dlm tu aku buat deco sendiri...hehehe... tshirt?aaa....tganu mari....

jeng jeng..... from him to me...hohoho..(ade gak adiah tuk aku....sob sob...)



dpt bunga sekuntum coz encik fadlie ckp...setahun satu kuntum...aaaa......cenggitu rupanye....(adakah anda kedekut???hahaha....)

aarrrghhhh........

patutnye hr ni aku bergembira....tapi sebalik nye...awal2 pagi je gembira...tgh hr dh bengang....

punye la excited hr nih...tup tup..ade plak benda yg buat aku bengang....adoiiii.....

Ya Allah...nape la ade manusia mcm ni dlm dunia nih.......nape la aku terserempak or tahu pasal manusia nih.....

sabar wan... sabar.....pose....

arghhh..kurus pose aku hr nih....susah tol jd org tak berapa penting nih...asyik mengalah jer...asyik jaga hati org jer...diri sendiri gak yg sakit....

Ya Allah..beri la aku kekuatan....tetiba perasaan taknak dating tu dtg...huwaaa.....

(thanks to Prof Madya kerana memberi markah yg bagus utk evaluation sy...dan juga memberi pujian kepada sy...sy amat berbesar hati apabila dipuji oleh Puan..perkara yg buat aku senyum bile ingt pujian dia..siap tulis dlm report evaluation aku k...hehehe..)

jeng jeng jeng

1. The person who last tag you is:
azila...yg nun jauh di perantauan..ahakss(miss u la dear)

2. Your relationship with him/her is:
one of my best frens..shopping fren..makan2 fren...gelak2...ausmate...

3. Your five impression of him/her:
a - seorg yg sgt suke tgk citer korea..sampai aku pun terikut sama...uppa??hehehe..
b - muka mcm sombong tapi actually tak pun..sgt2 suke mkn...tu sebab kami geng...
c - sgt suke tolong org...salah seorg nye aku la tuh..kah3...thanks dear...
d - azila sgt suke tgk tv..siap salin ye jadual citer kat tv..siap ade list ok kat umah dulu..isnin citer ape..pastu ape lak..hehehe.....
e - kami sgt suke window shopping...tgk2 brg...berangan....hahaha...
f- suke sgt bergbr...sampai kena marah ngan pak gurad kat jusco coz amik gbr...hehehe...

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you:
hmmmm.....ape ye la hok mu buat...byk sgt nih...hahaha...sume memorable tuk aku nih..ahaaksss

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you:
she always prayed that aku kawen cepat...hahaha..she wants to become my wedding planner...hehe..harus tuh...

6. If he/she become your lover, you will:
huh??.hahaha.

7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be:
takde ape...terima seadanyer...no body perfect...

8. If he/she become your enemy, you will:
oh tidaakkk!!!!!

9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be:
tak pernah terfikir pun....u syg i kan la???ngeh ngeh ngeh...

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is:
pray that she will happy with her life n hubby.... =)

11. Your overall impression of him/her is:
kwn yg leh bergtg harap....same like ur sis...miss both of you...

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?:
ape ye?? lantak la korg nk pk ape pasal dia pun...janji aku kenal dia..muahahaha

13. The characters you love of yourself are:
hahaha..mesti la aku suke sume pasal aku....sape lagi nk puji kan?? hehehe...(will u my dear??)

14. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are
sama ngan azila...tapi sekali aku marah...selamat la ko kena maki hamun ngan aku...tanye adik2 aku...(dulu terkenal ngan hot tempered..skrg ni baik sket..)

15. The most ideal person you want to be is:
jd ape yg aku jd sekrg....anak yg baik(tuk ayah tersyg...bonda yg "jauh" di sana)...kakak yg baik(mcm pelik jer...)..adik yg baik(ye ke abe?...)...makwe+future wife yg baik.kwn yg baik....pendek kata sume yg baik la..hahaha....

16. For people that care and like you, say something to them:
i love u all....always miss all of u...miss the moments we spent together...(sob sob sob...)

17. Pass this quiz to 5 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you:
1. yantie (hehe..jgn emo plak time buat ...)
2. mizliana(chik..baik ko buat..sebelum aku ngamuk)
3. fauzana(aku tahu ko bc blog aku...)
4. aruld...(ni pun manusia yg takde blog..hahaha)
5. apeq(ko ade blog ker?)

18. Who is no.1 having relationship with?
encik hubby ...hahaha....

19. Is no.4 a male or female?
Female

20. If no.3 and 5 are together, will it be a good thing?
sure....kwn2 aku leh je sekepala...

22. What is no.2 studying about?
nak jdi sorg akauntan yg berjaya....gud luck beb....

23. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
hahaha..br last week mase dia call aku....how's ur interview??ok??

24. What kind of music band does no.4 like?
sume dia layan.....

25. Does no.1 have any siblings?
yup...abg ade..adik ade....

26. Will you woo no.2?
hehehe....dia sedg mencari cinta hati...(atau dh jumpa? err...)

27. How about no.4?
she's happy wif the guy yg dh lama dia kenal...

28. Is no.1 single?
Married lorrr.....ngah pregnant lagik....hehehe

29. What is the surname of no.3?
abdul rahman....kan mate kan???

30. What's the hobby of no.5?
hobby apeq?sure la bergbr....minum starbucks ngan aku...lepak2 ngan aku..window shopping ngan aku...aku ke??

31. Does no.1 and 5 get along well?
yes....they knew each others....diploma at arau

32. Where is no.2 studying at?
OUM......sambil keje maaa

33. Talk something casually about no.1:
kwn yg aku kenal sejak dr form 1...even dh pindah pun still contact..and now even closer...she's pregnant..and i shared the happy moments wif her oso...hope everything will be fine...im hepi for u my dear....frens forever


34. Have you tried developing feelings for no.3?
hehehe....ni la roomate aku...byk kongsi rahsia dolu2...

35. Where does no.5 live at?
damansara maa....kg ipoh...sg siput...hehehe

36. What colour does no.2 like?
chik..ko suke caler ape eh???hahaha....

37. Are no.3 and 1 best friend?
best fren tu takla..but they knew each other..mrsm maaaa

38. Does no.3 have any pets?
mate..ko bela ape sekrg? iguana ker?hahaha....

39. Is no.1 the sexiest person in the world?
encik nazmin sila jwb yer,.....

40. What is no. 5 doing now?
thinking about changing her job...move out from the conjested place...build new life....hehehe....

selamat hari jadi Ayahanda tercinta......

hari nie... 090908..... beday ayahanda yg tercinta...Encik Wan Hasan Wan Nawang....cucu kepada Wan Idris....hehehe.....

beday yg ke 56....alhamdulillah..syukur ke hadrat Ilahi...Allah masih memberi kesempatan untuk ayahanda untuk terus hidup di dunia nih....masih mampu meneruskan kehidupan setelah ketiadaan bonda 3 tahun yg lepas...(even dia dh kawen lain.. =) )
masih mampu memberi kasih sayang yg tiada tandingan...masih berada di sisi anak2 di waktu susah n senang... masih memberi nasihat kepada anak2 yg nakal (even dh besar panjg masing2..hehehe).....

terima kasih ayahanda untuk segala-galanya...tak terbalas jasa ayahanda kepada kami semua....insya Allah..kami akan cuba yg terbaik utk membahagiakan ayahanda....

syukur ayahanda masih sempat melihat kejayaan anak2...sempat bermain2 dgn cucu2....walaupun tanpa Bonda...yg tak sempat merasai semuanya....

ayahanda....

" selamat hari jadi.....semoga Allah panjangkan usia ayahanda...diberikan kesihatan yg sempurna....diberi kekuatan menempuhi semua dugaan.... "

kami syg ayah..........................

H.e.p.i......

aku rase hepi sgt2....

ape yg buat aku hepi...

1) my dear dpt keje government..after raya report duty...akhirnye after dh byk kali gi interview...alhamdulilah....
2) my big bro dh kuar hospital.....dlm process recover sekrg....
3) aku dh hbs teaching evaluation....thanks to Prof Madya Zaihan..even aku lum tahu markah tapi..aku hepi sebab dh lepas..hahaha... =)
4) my fren..yantie pregnant after a year she's been waiting for the moment....and oso to frens yg pregnant gak...im hepi 4 u guys....
5) nak jumpa geng2 mase diploma tuk berbuka next week....cant wait to meet u guys...

sgt2 hepi... bagi aku sume ni dtg seiring keberkatan dan rahmat bulan ramdhan yg mulia...bersyukur sgt dgn semua yg berlaku dlm hidup...

aku pun mengharap semua yg baik berlaku di ramadhan ini.....insyaAllah....

ingatlah rakan2.....

'Bila Allah cepat makbulkan Doamu, Maka DIA Menyayangimu, Bila DIA Lambat Makbulkan doamu, Maka DIA Ingin Mengujimu, Bila DIA Tidak Makbulkan Doamu, Maka Dia Merancang Sesuatu Yang lebih Baik Untukmu. Oleh itu, Sentiasalah Bersangka Baik Pada ALLAH Dalam Apa Jua Keadaan Pun... Kerana Kasih sayang ALLAH Itu Mendahului KemurkaanNya. ."

mase aku bace email nih...tersentuh rase hati....sebab....kite kdg2 marah bile tak dpt ape yg kite nak... hakikat nye...Allah merancangkan sesuatu yg lebih baik....

semoga ini dpt memberi sedikit keinsafan buat rakan2....sentiasa bersyukur dgn ape yg ade =)