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hmm....when we hope for something that we dont sure..its really hurt when we discover that....it wont happen...

what else i should do to make sure that i can satisfy the person...what ever i did.. all wrongs...sakit nye hati..rase nk lempang2 je..tapi..aku tahu...tu la idup nih..penuh hasad dengki...penuh syak wasangka...hmm...sabar je la....maybe one day..Allah will grant me with something that i cant imagine...

kdg2 terpk..jahat sgt ke aku nih? am i so bad.....ntah la..............huwaaa.......rase mcm nk confront je ngan the person tapi...ntah la...susah bile melibatkan org2 yg rapat nih....hmm..takpe la....

maybe..one day...they will understand..they will know my sacrifices... one hope...they will appreciate what ever i had done for them...even i had sacrifice my own happiness.....

-----anak2 sedara ku------

hmmm...... tak tau nk buat ape kat opis..soo..im trying to make sure that i update my blog....before the new sem start....huhuhu...

really miss my ank2 sdara yg sgt comel n nakal...

the first one is WAN AIMAN NAIMULLAH...a.k.a Aiman.... he is 1 year only...sgt2 nakal....sweet.....comel.... =)

the second picture...WAN AMANI DURRATUL HIKMAH....a.k.a amani@durra.... she just 4 months...haaa...tu bj raya yg aku beli tuk dia..siap ngan reben kepala lagi...ahaksss...comel tak?

miss them very muccchhhh..........

aku di panggil 'cik ngah'...tapi aiman sebut ' nyoh'.......hahaha...so sweet.... nampak je muka.... 'nyoh...nyoh.....' aaa...miss them...amani lak senyum2...hehehe.......

~~~~~~~~~~~ lovely home ~~~~~~~~~~~

- father n grandson-

starting from yesterday..... the students are on holiday....semester break..for about a week...so, im taking this opportunity to view the blogs...to edit my blog...chat with my frens....relax2...sib baik takde duit..kalau tak..dh gi shopping...hehehe.......

aaa....actually i really miss my father.....my sis....and my lovely home...even tak cantik mane pun..but still....its my home.....second home ... after my mom passed away we moved here....near to my grandma house.....

this house ade laman yg sgt luas..my ayah suke bercucuk tanam even depan umah pun...so, last time i balik..dia tanam tebu depan umah..ayaksss.... dunt know la...dia dh bosan sgt la tuh...tepi umah lak penuh ngan pokok ubi kayu...(sedap nye rebus..mkn time hujan..cicah kelapa muda+gula...ade lak air teh o panas or kopi o panas...pheh...layann...)...... tu la keje my ayah.....what ever ayah.....i really love u so muchhh...nothing in the world can replace u in my heart....olso arwah mek....... missed her so much...... (....... (^_^)........)

aiman....dh byk gigi sekrg.....manje...adorable.....cute.....nakal or ore kelate kato..buas....suko "jerittt"...hahaha....

FINALLY....

dis week have been though week...............starting from tuesday...struggle to mark the final exam paper......huwaaa......today i finally managed to finish all of it...pheh..hari ni je marking dekt 200 papers...thanks to my boss n kak yana for helping me in MCQ and TF.... akhirnye berakhir sudah satu lagi sem yg memenatkan....sampai pening2 marking paper...

next week start internal audit....ayaksss.....eh...esok nak gi JJ wangsa maju la....muahaha..cari adiah tuk wedding kak zam...

Pssssttt....azila......im going to window shopping nih.....miss u dear..... kakna....u kena belanja i nati..jupo di shah alam...i gi cari u kat intekma resort..ahakss

tuk org PETRONAS..... jgn tension2 key in budget...sabar2.... im already finished with my work....

alamak..lupa nk tepon my litle sis.....everyday call her becoz she is taking her SPM this week...need to motivate her...huh...dulu why during our time nobody do this to us....keep on motivate us... hahaha

shopping....eating.....habis duittt..?

hmm...... just came back from Jusco wangsa maju.... actually accompany kak nash...but....suddenly...i bought one handbag that i think sweet enough...ye ker? tak sempat nk amik pic...later2 la...

ayakss....please..next time dont ask me to go with u....hahaha.....abis duit looor....last nite...my big bro gave a hint...he said..." lame nye tak mkn kat PAS( a.k.a Plaza Alam Sentral)...kedai yg kat bwh tu..ape ye..start ngan huruf K".... hahaha...i just knew what actually he meant...kenny rogers...one of his feveret restaurant... while..my youngest bro.... " hmmm...lame siot tak mkn sate..." cittt...... i already knew why they keep saying dat...while i'm around..cittt...cittt....

hmm...my parents will be coming to shah alam aerly december...along nk bertunang...sate? kenny rogers? huwaaaa.......may i bring someone else?? hehehe..... =)

" HoLiDaY- SARAWAK BUMI KENYALANG "

Second time holiday...

sarawak bumi kenyalang....this was the second holiday ...first time was at CAMERON HIGHLANDS...best...gi kuching....merasa la gak berjalan2...but...first time naik flight...before this pernah naik heli...nuri...zmn kecik2...ayahkan askor...using own money....

1st day...

sampai je gi pasar satok...wah....happening giler...rase berkobar2 nk shopping..hahaha...mlm pun gi lagi satok....

2nd day..

this time we went to Serikin...sempadan kalimantan...pheh....most of the things from indonesia...murah2... mlm...gi waterfront...soo...this was thefames place in kuching..hmmm....

3rd day....

this time around...we went to the waterfront again...shopping..jalan2....went to museum...most interesting palce that we went was the kek batik factory....wah!!! NYUM2..kenyangnye try all the flavor yg ade...

then...another place yg kitorg gi..CAT MUSEUM....dh la suke kucing...terpegun tgk all the pictures....all cats in various action n style..hehehe...

then..we went to the semenggoh wildlife centre.. place that famous with org utan....buaya....siap tgk in live lagi org utan..nasib baik takleh nk pegang je..

last day...pagi2 lagi gi mkn laksa sarawak..yummii....sedap...tourist guide kitorg siap ajar cr nk mkn....thanks pakcik....then we went again to waterfront..saje jln2 coz nk tunggu flight time... lunch..then went to airport....

ayakss...flight delay la pulak....huhuhu..................................